i went to the doctor today. it was kind of awkward because i am 19 and still going to a pediactric place. there were little kids everywhere and i, theoretically, could have kids. they gave me a shot today, the second and last of my hep a shots. it hurt considerably. my only consolation was getting a snoopy band aid.
Read More......as of today, i have only one month left until i leave for berkeley. i remember thinking that this moment seemed so far away and all of a sudden it snuck up on me. one month left. thirty-one days. 744 hours. it really isn't that much in the scheme of things. and i know it's going to just fly by. only so much time left with the people that i love. only so much time for normalcy. i can't even fathom how different my life is going to be in a matter of weeks. i'm astounded, dazzled and scare. last night, my dad asked me to stay home and go to UW. i have to admit, i considered his request for a few minutes. but just as i am resisting the though of leaving and accepting change, a part of me knows it is time. i'm so overdue compared to the everyone else, but i don't think i'm spoiled yet. just ripe enough for the taking.
Read More......~sigh~. yet another day where sean and i have not spoken a word to each other. another day where he didn't call when he said he would. another day where i couldn't get a hold of him, if even to just say hello, because (big surprise), his cellphone was not charged. you'd think incidences like these would become more sporadic as our time together grows increasingly shorter. but no. they actually seem to be increasing. what i find most interesting and unsual about this usual day is the fact that i'm not seething with anger like i usually am. perhaps it is because i am exhausted. or perhaps it is because an overwhelming sense of disappointment has hegemony over my other emotions. it's amazing what you will put up with time and time again for someone that you love. this, my friends, is the sound of settling. sean was right to say that i shouldn't have to just settle for the way things are. in fact, neither of us should. but i have come to suspect that settling for the way things are is perhaps the single greatest and most diffcult thing you can do for someone you truly care for.
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today, jeff (a.k.a. pill snorter) told us about how he "would''t be able to sit through class if i didn't smoke a bowl every morning." which got me thinking 1) hmmmm that explains a lot about you and 2) i know he's talking about weed, but what i am unsure of is what precisely a bowl is. hold on one moment, i will ask someone knowledgable..........ahhhh okay. so bowl refers to the bowl piece on a pipe or bong, so a bowl is a piece of bud about that size. i'm sure all you reading knew that, but i needed clarification.
anyway, i only have an essay, 30 minute group presentation and 2 class periods left. it's so close i can taste it.
and speaking of taste, my teachers brought us cookies and juice today. of course there was that one guy who grabbed like three cookies at once and looked like a total greedy little bastard. and one of the apple juices smelled funny and kinda tasted like pee. I asked the guy setting next to me, ryan, if he thought it smelled funny and he told me that it smelled like normal apple juice and that maybe it just wasn't good enough for my tastes. perhaps he was right, but i think most people dislike the taste of piss.
When asked how being home for the first time was, Cody responded, "It was nice, hands down the best thing was the soft toilet paper. Here we use like pinecones and sandpaper. And believe you me it sucks."
Read More......sofia is an effervescent blanc de blancs
sofia is a 747sp seen here during flight tests
sofia is remarkable in that it's both mild and full of flavor
sofia is partially docked in the hangar
sofia is one of the best players in the world
sofia is known for her superior backhand snaps and high speed down the line; captivating the attention of spectators
sofia is considered to be among the nation?s most attractive
sofia is happy
sofia is a princess
sofia is a unique hybrid of the azimuth
sofia is the new love addition to my life
sofia is updated quarterly in standard mode
sofia is the typical good girl down to the glasses though not overly geeky
sofia is a fleet of privately run blue minibuses
sofia is the former host of the popular travel show fuera de serie on univision and a goddess in many latin countries where the women are hot
sofia is probably the best place to start
sean mahoney is a natural entertainer
sean mahoney is delighted that longden is in houndsville as well
sean mahoney is not preparing a warm welcome for house democratic leader dick gephardt
sean mahoney is a rabid conservative who sees terrorist sympathizers in every school administration
sean mahoney is still living
i think if i could be anyone in the whole world, right now i'd have to go with beyonce. seriously, have you SEEN the video for lose my breath? screw those other two chicks, i don't even know their names. and frankly, next to beyonce, they look like a bunch of prepubescent girls attempting to be sexy cheerleaders, which i find quite disturbing. all i really care about is beyonce having a dance-off with her bad self. good god! as if one beyonce isn't enough to blow your mind, then they have two!! i had to rub my eyes to make sure i wasn't seeing double. and her hair, it's got a mind of it's own. her hair alone could dance the pants off janet jackson. i am amazed. utterly amazed.
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Oh my gosh. Is that Gwen?? Dude, I think that's Gwen! It has got to be Gwen, it looks just like her!!!
Actually, for all of you who were fooled, that's Mel. She may not be Gwen, but she ain't no hollaback girl either.
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so i just figured out how to do pictures!!! i thought i'd put this one up there.
this is caley, sometimes she sleeps with no pants on.
i never give sean any credit for being the sweet guy that he is. it's so easy for me to focus on petty shit (a trait i undoubtedly picked up from my wonderful father). the fact is, i couldn't ask for a sweeter boyfriend than sean. he's always consoling me and trying to make me happy and sometimes all he gets back is a mean look. i honestly don't know how he puts up with me and i'm so so so so SO lucky to have him. mushy, i know. but blame him, not me. he's the wonderful one.
Read More......did you know that there is something worse than having all your friends leave for college??? yeah i didn't think so either. but that was until i lost my driving privileges and am relegated to my house. what's far worse than your friends leaving is having them come back and not being able to see them. it's way worse. i promise.
Read More......sorry for bitching, but someone has to do it.
yeah so it's really awesome when someone says that they are going to call you later and later comes around and they haven't called you so you call them because you really want to talk to them and you talk for a little bit but not enough considering you've barely spoken for the last couple days and you are leaving - as in moving away for college - in less than two months and then they would rather eat their goddamn turkey sandwich than continue talking to you. all i'm saying is that better be a pretty fucking amazing turkey sandwich.
but whatever. it's a good thing that i don't give a fuck, cuz i ain't no hollaback girl.
top 5 reasons why i don't like jeep wranglers:
5) they are too boxy (what can i say? i drive a vw beetle)
4) they are LOUD
3) they don't have real windows
2) it's a bumpy ride
1) it's impossible to get in and out of with grace
top 5 reasons why i like jeep wranglers
5) my boyfriend loves his
4) my boyfriend loves his
3) my boyfriend loves his
2) my boyfriend loves his
1) my boyfriend loves his
i finished registering for classes at berkeley today! for anyone who might find me remotely interesting, here is my schedule:
Monday: History Lecture 11 - 2, English Lecture 12 - 1, Freshman Seminar on Hydrogen Fuel 4 - 5
Tuesday: Poli Sci Lecture 9:30 to 11, History Discussion 12 - 2
Wednesday: History Lecture 11 - 12, Multicultural Literary Perspectives 12 - 1
Thursday: Poli Sci lecture 9:30 - 11, Film for Nonmajors Lecture 3 - 6
Friday: History Lecture 11 - 12, Film Discussion 3 - 5
Print that out and keep it in your pocket so that you'll know where I am at all hours of the day.
P.S. Caley - I'm totally taking 15 credits. Haha :)
if you want some feel good 80's throwback dance music, then Gwen's new album is most definitely for you. i went to circuit city to get it yesterday and i've been listening to it nonstop (p.s. circuit city is the place to buy cds. love, angel, music, babe was only 8.99 and i think the new u2 album is 8.99 there too. circuit city rocks). L.A.M.B. takes off from where Rock Steady left off. The first half the CD is surprisingly different than the second half. The cd starts off very hip-hop inspired with tracks produced by Dr. Dre, the Neptunes and Andre 3000 (under the guise of Johnny Vulture). The Neptunes, "Hollaback Girl," is my favorite song right now. It's got a fatty beat that the neptunes are so well known for. Right up there is "Bubble Pop Electric," produced and co-written by Johnny Vulture. It's super catchy and super fun song that would make a really good next single. The latter half of the cd is blatantly 80s inspired, especially the tracks produced by Tony. If you didn't know any better, you'd swear the songs were straight out of the 80s. Under any other circumstance, 80s throwback would be a very very bad thing and i simply wouldn't stand for it. But afterall, Gwen's genius results in pure danceable enjoyment. The only song that hasn't quite grown on me is "Harajuku Girls." There's just too much talking in it and japanese. It's pretty obvious that gwen has developed some kind of obession with all things japanese. Other than having an entire song dedicated to them, Harajuku girls are mentioned in at least 2 other songs.
All in all, love angel music baby is better than i was anticipating. Gwen's songs are really sexed-up and catchy. She really stretchs the capabilities of her voice and her musical style. She's come a long way from just a girl and i have to say i like where she's ended up.
i awoke from my mid-day slumber to this message from cody on my computer:
cstarknaked: hey lady
cstarknaked: well your obviously out enjoying the finer things in life, like boobs, reading, and dancing, and quite possibly cookie dough so peace out
yeah, cascadia can really kiss my bootylicious behind because i just witnessed a classmate crush some green pill that he didn't even know what it was, roll up a dollar bill and snort that shit right in the middle of class. yeah. cascadia community college, as in community of drug dealers and drug users.
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