cancer...and i don't mean the crab

great. i'm convinced that i'm going to get cancer of the stomach because yesterday i was a complete idiot and was so desperate for sugar then when i found a huge box filled with little blue packets of equal i didn't hesistate to dump FOUR into my tea. yeah don't ask me why we have a huge box filled with carcinogenic sugar substitute. and don't ask me why i didn't think twice about the information that said "as sweet as 2 tablespoons of sugar!" but instead proceeded to utilize four bags. i suppose i shouldn't be surprised when they find a tumor the size of a small dog in my stomach.